current state of mind: not really sure what i am doing because i don’t really care anymore but subconsciously a part of me really wants to achieve but i kinda mentally resigned from school a week ago so i don’t know what to do right now… or what i am thinking about…

can i just read a million books in place of whatever i have to do today

why is it that i have so much to do this weekend omg i want to cry 

crossing my fingers that i’m going to spend the holidays in seattle
i miss that place too much
and of course the awesome company there